You committed misdemeanor battery on the person of the protestor who had a camera at or about one foot from your head. You have poor impulse control and anger issues. None of the protestors have any obligation to treat you in some way you favor. We have no contracts with you. However, you broke the law. If you find working for the scientology crime syndicate as too stressful, then you should find more suitable customers. That you medicate yourself with alcohol indicates you have you have difficulty coping with life. I suggest you seek out psychological counseling before you harm a friend or a family member. You are clearly mentally disorganized and should get professional help.