Here's the thing for me Ogma. I agree with you that probably NG thinks scientology is bollocks...my personal opinion. But he dare not say it because it would upset his little apple cart life. Probably some family money too. Fair enough. Folks around here understand all too well that half-in/half-out routine. They've seen hundreds of examples. And it helps keep the cult chugging along. And continuing to abuse others and break up families. So he falls off my radar. I don't have enough time in my life to read all the books I want to and believe me NG's are not at the top of that list. It seriously is NOT like saying "I don't think I'm going to be Catholic any more." And if you don't get that then you do need to lurk moar.